Kawangy Osylai jylap oter ekenmin. Kazdyi raz sagan senemin aitkan sozderine. I kazhdyi raz okinemin sengenim uwin. Endi nesteu kerekpin bilmeimin voobwe. Vse tochno meni zhaksy kormeidi unemi katty soileid menimen birge bolgysy kelmeid navsegda ketemin endi desem sen opyat zhanym jaksy korem dep wygasn. Kazhdyi raz osylai ketem dep turganymda sen jibermeisin. Kewir dep katendi tusine kalasn. Endi nesteiyn aitwy. Kazir de ewkandai zhelaniyam kalgan jok senimen birge boluga.birak baribir senin keletinindi bilemin. Sonda jai gana arasynda umytyga tyrysyp jurgen kunder men aramyzdy suytuga tyryskan oilar gana kalady. Nege anyk ozine keregin oilanbaisyn. Sen zhaksy kormeimin degen sozdi newe ret aittyn uzhe. Wynynda sen zhaksy kormeisin. Meili men ketem tochno dep kazir tagy aitaiyn, no baribir kaitadan sen bastaisyn barin oilandym sen gana kereksin dep. Koiw kaityp kosylamyz baribir dep ketpei jure bersem mne ewe huzhe. Voobwe syilamaisyn. Ayak astynan birnarse tauyp urys wygarasyn. Men kyzbyn goi. Magan auyr tiedi tem bolee senen ondai sozder estigen. Seni ne uwin kewirdim sonda sonwa sozderindi sonwa narselerindi, esli kazhdyi raz sol narselerdi kaitalap umyttyrmai jatsan. Unamai kettin degen kandai soz ol. Nege men kewiruge umytuga tyrysyp jurgende kaitadan menin juregime tiesin. Nege zhaksy koremin dep kewirim surap barin kaitadan bastaisyn jaksy kormeim sen sondaisyn myndaisyn dep. Men uzhe nesterimdi bilmeimin. Koiw oilandy goi uade berdi goi dep kewiruge tyryssam ozin kaityp bastaisyn men seni renjitip men izmena jasap jurgendei sagan. Men seni kalai alakanymda ustap sen en jaksysyn sen en jakyn adamymsyn senen artyk adam duniede jok dep jursem, meni de solai alakanynda ustaityn adammen bolgym keledi. Men kete alamyn senen artyma karamai. Oitkeni bilem chto sensiz magan legche bolady. Kazhdyi raz ar sozine jylamaimyn. Kutpeimin celymi dnyami. Men bilem chto tochno menin kolymnan keledi sensiz bolu. Birak sen magan kaityp kewirim surap kelgende sagan jok dep aitu kolymnan kelmeid. Sliwkom zhumsakpyn men. Jylatkym kelmeid sen siyakgy. Ozine ne kerek ekenin kanwa oilan dep aittym. 100 ret oilansan da jok sen kerek ekensin semen gana bakyttymyn sen siyakty adam taba almaimyn dep turyp nege wetten baska bireulerdi izdeisin? Nege boldy osy menin bolawak aielim, ony jylatpau uwin, bakytty kulu uwin barin jasaim alakanymda ustaim dep nege oilamaisyn. Al jaksy kormeitin bolsan nege navsegda ketip magan da adam siyakty omir surgizbeisin tymyw. Ewteme tusinbeimin.kanwa narse bolyp jatyr aramyzda birakk ewteme ozgergen jok. Ozgerse en kobi 4-5 kunge gana. Sagan oilan oilaan dep kazdyi raz kewire berem be. Olai otkizgim kelmeid osy kezimdi. Mahabbat pen syilastykpen kulip oinap otkizgim keledi. Ne soz estimedim senen osy uakytka dein. Osy ozin oilan degenim songy ret. Ozin jaksylap oilan sagan ne kerek ekenin. Baska kyz bar unatagyn, sen ogan mulde jetpeisin desen menen ket. Men olip kalmaimyn. Eger senimen birge bolamyn alde de okinemin dep ozindiki durys emes ekenin bilsen to navsegda uadelerindi oryndap jur. Kalai wewsen de men koi demeimin magan ekeui de bez raznicy. Esli menimen kalup birak tagy bir ret osylai syilau degennin ne ekenin umytsan men uzhe oilanbaimyn. Kaityp Kelesin be kelmeisin be oilanbaimyn ony. Kelsen de kelmesen de jana omir bastaim bez tebya. Eger osy bastan uademde tura almaim desen magan aita sal vse tochno kaityp kelneim meni umytyp baska omir bastai ber dep anygyn ait. Mende baska amal kalgan jok.